Filthy republicans

The label of a liberal is funny
Deemed childless
Play too much
Immature
Unrealistic to the true issues
Well,
I'm here to tell you
A liberal person does not need you
Or your justification of life
We don't need your negativity poisoning our life
You support a fetus but not the assistance when this fetus is alive and poor
You support anti-gay legislature but still see your boytoy
Or your childs gay
But the pressure to live by the supposed interpretation of the bible is so great
Your willing to take away from your true self to live righteously
Unto others as you would unto you
Yet you sit with your hypocrisy
Filthy in christianity but rich in slither and sloth
Your pure demonizing nature scares the shit out of me
As I try to figure you out
Your anti love, anti child, anti color, anti choice self
I don't want to call you names
Or call you out
Because liberal in nature means even I must accept you as you are
I do not judge I cast a spell of reason upon myself,
Release from you.

Never faulter

Peacefully and unlawfully, my mind works in mysterious ways,
My justification for the way I think is this,
If you perceive me in a certain way that's you're own fault,
I am who I am,
Think how I think and nothing and No One will change me,
Peacefully I sit and create my thoughts minute by minute,
And second by second,
Flowing, surging, penetrating everything in my path,
Monstrious thoughts,
I have my own epiphanies and sonnets,
Within me,
Peacefully, unlawfully, my thoughts now more than ever are what sooth me,
Yet scare me beyond belief,
No matter what, I will always always be ok,
I will always come out above because of my love for myself,
And my will to succeed,
Is driven by my rock solid mind,
Never falters, never hides.

the indoctrination of boys

I had a man say to me that teachers have the easiest job in the world "what-you teach kids to add 2+2?". I was enraged-yes there are teachers that suck, there are teachers who do not do their job, there are horrible, mean, and disrespectful teachers who don't deserve to teach and actually do not teach but It's more of a complicated system than people think. What I said was "I am sorry you got pushed through school and let down by your teachers and that was a sad experience for you. You are one of the kids who has been let down by the education system." He didn't know what to think. I understand the disheartening attitude toward the education system by young men who got totally let down. They were hyper, inquisitive, and can't be controlled so basically the system indoctrinated them to the point where they were bound for jail or a life of crime.
If more teachers, administrators, and school districts (on a small level) would realize the impact of shunning the hyper kid. If they could see how that effects the child far beyond grade school then more people would stop and take a look at young men in society and what we teach them and how we act. Actually we will just stick with the example of poor boys and men because we indoctrinate children from different economic classes differently.

points on President Obama-Facebook rant

He finally pulled troops out of a pointless war....he has remained mentally in tact after a straight up bloody assault to his intelligence and policy by republicans...I would have flipped long ago...wait he bailed out the corporations and banks that ran our financial system in the ground after Bush and his posse deregulated the system enough so him and Dick Cheney and their cronies could get bloody rich! oh that blood word keeps creeping in...President Obama has improved our image with the rest of the world  because he approaches them with an air of respect and negotiation....and yes i will blame parts of his presidency on Bush because he inherited an economy in disarray, a financial and political machine that favors profit over the American people!! Before he became president  he was not in government that long in case we don't remember..yet he is trying to change decades of mistakes (aside from Clinton, in my time) in 8 years! How can the fundamental problems of our America be fixed in 8 years? He knew he only had 8 years, he knows that he only has so long and who he apppoints to the Supreme Court and the policy he leaves behind are only temporary because those who want to keep this country in the past are doing their damndest to keep us there. When he leaves office I fear that we will be brought out of the diverse beautiful nation we are becoming after years of scars made by the previous administration. The conversations happening are great and beautiful yet making us all volatile creatures because we had no idea what the social/political/ machine was suppressing in us.

http://www.washingtonmonthly.com/magazine/march_april_2012/features/obamas_top_50_accomplishments035755.php/

Madness-corporate America-home of the free?

     We can start by thinking about what the world would really be like if there was no such thing as greed. No such thing as stomping on another human being through financial stronghold or political prowess. It is hard to imagine. And honestly to reduce confusion, we will say this "a country without greed", because to say the world, is too much.
       In the beginning, the country would be perfect if all of a sudden, in one day, the country would immediately become a utopia. It would not last because the automatic greed of Americans would set in! :) We would all perfect the art of con. Through having no greed, evolving out of that, the new form of conquering others and things, would become conning using extreme with more than the attitude of greed. It would be worse because we have all been taught for so long to be greedy-It is not in the direct lessons of our nation, throughout our lives, yet in the mass media, politics, economy, Hollywood-celebrity obsession, obsession with belongings and things. 
     People are striving to reach an unreachable goal sometimes. Striving to become what the middle class used to be. Striving to be come that yet the middle class can't even reach that goal. The middle class can't even be what the middle class used to be. I am not a hopeless person but a person who sees things for what they are and makes a call. I am not in any position where I make any real decisions that will change anything yet I am in a position to express disappointment in those who claim to be our role models, our business pioneers, our car manufacturers, the very big names we use and spend money on and speak about are the very names which use psychological consumerism to make their own profit. That is not good business practice. I am forced to shop at a store that I feel deep down contributed first hand in destroying the small businesses in my community. I am forced to buy my medicine, clothes, shoes, toiletries, and food at a store that I feel practices business on the brink of fraud and lies. 
     I did not step foot in this store for 4 months in 2012. My best friend tricked me to go in. She said oh I have to go to the store. I desperately needed to go to the store. So I had to do it and I haven't stopped going back since. My 10 year old daughter can see the basic human rights violations that this corporation/company commits. That's pretty sad. Then I am forced to shop there. We are all force to shop and eat at places that pay poverty wages. So in a way, we are contributing to the madness that has evolved into being corporate America. period. 

take a trip with me

take a trip with me

and let me show you what I need

through our minds

we will find

true passion and a love that lasts

take a trip and imagine mornings waking to happiness

imagine being sure

imagine giving more

imagine crossing over to forever

respect and constant knowing

the without having to say kind of knowing

where both can become solid through knowing

take a trip and imagine the peace

the pure peace

If a love were to exist

that could become the truth

maybe someday the truth will find me

and we can take a trip with each other

to a world where all that matters

Is keeping and holding what we feel with our eyes.

sexy man

You sexiness is intoxicating


You mind is so solid and strong


You know who you are and don't make excuses 


I will love you for who you are


The man you are is who I want


Nothing else.


I want to know you more


I need to feel you all the time


I am so needy for you baby


Sexy man who wants me too


Thats what I need


and thats who you are..


The sexy man to fulfill my dreams.