me and what I want!!!-no more happily accepting that which makes me miserable!!

If I could build the perfect man this is what I would require:

open minded,
Open to change in the world,
Open to learning new things about me everyday,
No jealousy because if you love someone you have to trust them,
I would require that he is sincere and honest with his feelings,
I would require that he love me in every sense of the word!
Not just when he is about to have sex,
I want to know I am loved, even without us having to say it,
I want to be able to write poetry without remorse or guilt,
They are my feelings and whether or not he agrees they are real,
I would expect him to expect nothing of me other than what I do,

Let me rephrase a bit,
I expect someone to be who they are and to accept me for who I am,
He is compassionate without expectation,
He knows his feelings and does not just make them up to agree with me!

 this type of person would be for me,

One who loves those around him compassionately,
as well as me,
If love starts to fade between is do not try to push me away,
Be honest and open with what you have to say,
If I am too much sometimes I am sorry it is just the way I am,
He would have to unconditionally accept my love and how I choose to love,
Which is wholeheartedly and inconveniently,
My life is not convenient nor is it nice and unaffected by the world,
I am affected by the world,
I am sensitive and open,
Vulnerable and good,
I do not expect my man to be as passionate as me by an means,
Just need him to know that I am affected and emotional!

I live my life through feeling and thought,
I live my life for passion and intimacy through my feelings,
That is just how I am,
All I ask any man is that they just accept me for this,

when I am unable to express myself I close up,
when I am unable to show my feelings or feel like my feelings are a burden I will close up,
I will not accept a man anymore whom does not accept me for how I am! which is clumsy, emotional, over-dramatic at times, smart, passionate, loving, and naive to love, I always view it from a perspective of newness and indulgence,
I never look at it as old,
I never see love as anything but what it is,
It cannot be explained through a relationship, if the love is there than it is just felt, never needing to be explained.