keep your distance from me
I can flip at any moment
You think you have it all now
Just wait because I thought the same thing,

You think now that he is going to be your night in shining armor
For now he is
For now he is is buying your kids gifts
Taking them places so they'll like him.

But soon he will flip on you
Soon he will realize you are not me
and he will never be the same
I am strong but because of his love I lost myself for a while.

Now I am back and stronger
I have seen what poison love can do
I have seen the moment when it goes from love to hate with my own eyes
I know how to let go.

I am not hiding my sadness
I wear it on my sleeve
You both can have your drugs
You both can have your lust
What will you do when he realizes you are not me?

He won't try to come back he will just shut down
He will wonder if I still taste the same
Do I still say his name the same
He imagines you are me but I am not weak enough to let him besiege me.

I am not weak, nor stupid, nor blind
I know what I need and it is not his lies
You can have the anger
You can have what is left of him.