I am lonely,
deep in my mind I am alive
I am desperate
yet deep inside I am strong
Causes of falling self worth
Create a carnival of negativity in my body
The thoughts are doing tight rope walks,
The feelings are laughing like a clown
Knowing they control me
my mind is like the ringmaster playing the strengths of each performer
my heart hurts for some type of love
any type that will make me better,
the problem is this,
waiting for the better to come while accepting what is not good enough.,
what can I do better?
How can I change?
<My mind tells me I can't
It tells me that I am wrong and I can't change
three ring circus of mind control
keeps me stuck in a path of that I can't begin to understand.
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